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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
    finally..! sooOoo loOoong neva online liaoz. haiz. my life change alot. becum so stress. hav to work n study. hav to see the stoOpid biased manager at work. hav to see jerome tan n benedict keh in school. wth. cant they juz get out of my life.?! haiz. make my life so miserable. cant even work and study in peace. haiz. dis yr N level le. scared cannot make it. hmm.. realli muz study hard le. hmm.. haiz. y always regret thingz tt i did.! he ar.. make mi like him so much and now he treat mi dis way. jus dun understand him. even his buddy also dun understand him. jus wad does he wan..?! wad is he tinkin..?! he make mi sooOo confused. ppl all tell mi to forget him, giv up him.. i wish. but it isnt easy to jus forget someone.. haiz.. jus wad he wan..?! treat mi n jie dis way..! exactly the same..! like did it purposely de lorz. haiz.
++ hug me tight`- 5:52 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

    hmm.. long time neva online le` haiz.. ytd went to watch 'shutter'.. so fun sia` the show so scary sia` scream like hell.. lolz.. nat n mi was like "ahHhHh..!! i dun wanna watch liao..! can we go..?!" lolz.. so fun sia` den when at the toilet part, we all luff like hell.. heh heh.. such a cute show.. can make us luff n scream.. hehez.. nice show..
++ hug me tight`- 6:33 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

    hmm.. wad to write nehz..? eh` oh ya` now workin le` yeah..! can buy wadever i wan` but veri tired sia` haiz` holiday cumin nearre n nearer le` no need to see ah tan for 2 months` wahaha` hmm` so sianzZz` now at my stead hse` hmm` wait..! dun tink y y ar` my stead is jean` a gal` hmm` wait` dun tink y y again` i m not les` wahaha` hehez` veri lame hor` hehez` got nth to do marhz` hmm` realli cant tink of anything to write le` buaizZz` huggies`
++ hug me tight`- 3:25 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

    haiz.. so sian. miss him alot. long time neva online le. duno wad to write here. haiz. haiz. haiz. dis world is juz so unfair. sumtimez realli veri envious of peepz round mi. but cant do anything. hmm.. exams le. everyone muz study hard kiez. (for those who r havin exam now) and horz. dear.. (duno whether my dear got read not) erm.. sorry. for wadever thingyz i did. i noe i tok to u veri rude. but cuz i m using prepaid card marhz. den muz tok fast fast. and tt day when u msg mi. its not tt i wanna tok to u tt way de. but tt day i already veri pek chek le. plus the way u tok oso veri unpolite marhz. u noe i owayz 'duno duno' de marhz. do u realli wan our friendship to end juz lyk tt? i m so sorry. i noe i tok till veri harsh. but.. haiz....
++ hug me tight`- 6:16 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004

    ahhhhH... long time neva online le. cuz of my stupid com. cannot online liaoz. *sob sob* haiz. recently many thingyz happened. family. relationship. friendship. haiz. so suay...
++ hug me tight`- 1:33 PM

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

    *argh* i feel so... *argh* if onli words can express. haiz` duno wads got into mi recently. so many thingy happened. mi n him now is lyk.. drifting apart. well~ or maybe i m tinkin too much. n i felt lyk everything is goin against mi. everyone ------- mi. n tt... *argh* tinkin bout tt makes mi wanna... *argh* i feel so sian bout life le. y m i born to dis world?! wanna hav a long sleep. haiz` a few days ago.. i was sleepin. n in the middle of the nite. i heard a lot of noises in my room. is lyk many ppl is in my room tokin n laughin. but i cant see. as i m facin the other side. i tried to turn around but i cant. i was tinkin whether m i dreamin. n i try to wake up but cant. i keep tryin n tryin. n in the end i woke up. okie. everything is fine. so i continued to sleep. *argh* the same thing happened. repeating. cant wake up again. so again. i try n try n try. well~ ya.. i woke up. n i m scared.. suddenly hav the arge to msg him n tell him everything. but was so late. so.. i kept my eyes opened. tinkin bout wad happened tt time. tt time~ sumthing similar happened. now is the (7 yue), tt time was (3 yue). tt time i was sleepin. n i heard noises. children tokin n laughin. *they* kept beatin mi. well~ i cant see it as the pillow is coverin it. so i woke up. okie. nth. everything is fine. so i continue sleepin. well~ again~ repeating~ haiz. ya. i was scared of cuz. den at nite i was using the com. suddenly. (blackout) again n again. for a few times. and.. blah blah blah.. tinkin bout dis make mi creep. shall stop here. haiz~
++ hug me tight`- 9:54 PM

Monday, August 30, 2004

    haiz` well~ wad to say? wad happen to my dear, dar n mi recently? my dear. she's hurt. deeply hurt. dear~ dun cry le. n realli sorry bout juz now. i dunno y i will cal u. i dunno wtf m i doin. haiz` i dunno wad to write. my mind is... blank? duno. *confused* i realli dunno wad he's tinkin. haiz` now we r lyk so weird. or i tink too much le?! haiz` ytd went to westmall wif dear von. watched '13 going on 30'. so damn nice. and it made mi cry. gd. lolz. hmm. well~ tt show is juz so damn nice. juz now went to plaza wif my god kor. luckily got him. if not dunno who to tok to. thx kor. n sorry tt i made u cum down tok tok den go home. lolz. waste ur time. paiseh paiseh. haiz` realli hate myself alot. i sux! wad happen to mi sia?! did i changed alot?! or is it my temper?! why i feel tt everyone h--- mi?! or m i juz being sensitive?! i realli duno wad to do. wad happen to mi?! my mind is... confused?! feel lyk burstin out cryin. ppl said tt cryin out will make u feel beta. ya i agree. but.. i juz ku bu chu. feel so xin ku. can anything or anyone make mi cry?! tt day yw so called insult my lao gong (fengqi). i was lyk so damn angry. tt we both neva tok for a while. well~ who ask u to insult him. hmm` but pls larhz. even if u dun lyk him neva mind. no1 can force u marhz. but u dun hav to insult marhz. hurts mi u noe. *although i used to do dis, but now not le, realise my mistake le* haiz~ my life sux larhz.
++ hug me tight`- 8:12 PM